If there was a paying job that involved creating or writing rants on anything and everything.. I’d be a top employee and severely successful in my career. It’s kinda sad how I can’t hold one thought until all the other chaos starts flooding in. My thoughts have no order what so ever. I could totally rant from that last sentence but I’m trying really hard to stick to this point. I’m actually mentally trying to build a barrier allowing one thought at a time. Before I start.. I must end. And I did it again.. I have so much to say.. help.
It always occurs to me that I’m the “only one”. The only one that feels this way or sees the world this way. Sometimes I call other people crazy but what if I’m the crazy one?
I wish someone could tell me what is best for me. Because at this point it doesn’t matter what I want, it’s what i need.